hazlogs: Fianna Glyph (Fianna)
hazlogs ([personal profile] hazlogs) wrote1997-07-18 03:10 pm
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The Metis Lesson


It is currently 14:18 Pacific Time on Fri Jul 18 1997.
Currently on this gusty and hot summer afternoon in the general St. Claire 
  area, it is 85 degrees Fahrenheit (29.4 degrees Celsius). The wind is coming 
  from the southwest at 14.3 mph. The ground is wet. Skies are hazy with a 
  small chance of precipitation.
Currently the moon is in the waxing Full Moon phase (91% full).

Kasie is crouched down near the former chicken coop. She's poking around the 
  blackened and splintered boards, occcasionally picking one up for a closer 
  look before setting it back down.
Erik's approach is not exactly silent, and when he spots the cub he lifts his 
  voice to carry to her. "Kasie?"
One second the cub is looking down at the mess at her feet, then in a 
  heartbeat her head shoots towards the voice. A fleeting expression of guilt 
  is seen before a bright smile chases it away. She stands as she says, 
  "Hello!"
Erik's tone of voice is somewhat tired; though it's no less friendly, 
  something's bothering him. "Kasie, I need to speak with you."
Kasie cocks her head as her smile slips a notch. Her eyes move across his 
  face... or at least over the mask covering it. "Is something wrong?" she 
  asks, tone totally different than her 'hello!' was a moment ago.

Barnyard
The lane wends its way back and around the farmhouse to here, where it widens 
  into a broad, grassy sward contained only by the woods which encircle it on 
  three sides. The lane used to continue past a building to the west that has 
  been converted to a garage and the big barn to the east, but neglect left 
  the fields to go wild, and later work was done to collect the gravel and 
  pile in the yard of the abandoned chicken coop. The effect of this has been 
  a conversion of worked farmland into an area of natural prairie except for 
  the patch of ground worked into a good-sized garden on the southern side of 
  the barn which like the chicken coop stands silent and empty of livestock.
A sliding glass door allows admittance to the farmhouse, the interior obscured 
  by Levolor (tm) blinds in a wood-grain pattern. The lane leads out around 
  the house to the southwest. The discerning can just barely pick out the 
  beginnings of a faint path into the woods towards the southeast.

Erik shakes his head. "Not really... nothing you've done, anyway. Come with 
  me, please?" His tone of voice, and the gentle beckoning gesture, is more in 
  keeping with a tolerant older brother than stern authority.
Kasie ohs and nods, tension seeming to, for the most part, lift. She steps 
  away from the boards and trots over to him.
Erik leads the cub a short distance out into the woods for some privacy.

Bawn: Western Forest(#3018RA)
Tall Sitka spruce and sequoia crowd around and above you. Many of the trees 
  are old, their branches twisted into impossible shapes, trunks broad and 
  draped with lichen, mosses and creepers. Tendrils of moss hand down from 
  them like green spiderwebs, snaring the unwary with cold, ghostly fingers. 
  The patches of younger growth are dense and pale, needles tinged with 
  silver. Matted undergrowth huddles sullenly in the occasional small 
  clearings, clutching with thorns and burrs at the legs of those who would 
  pass. Deer seldom venture here, but the forest is full of rustlings, and 
  tiny glints from wary, watchful eyes.
The forest spreads out to the east, bounded on the west by Sunrise Road. From 
  farther to the west, one can occasionally here the distant sounds of the 
  town of Kent's Crossing.

Kasie follows after, sticking by his side.
Erik ducks into a small clearing off the trail and sits down, motioning for 
  her to do likewise. "I need to explain to you about Metis, and our laws, 
  Kasie."
Kasie steps in as he does. She moves to take a seat, her eyes never leaving 
  him. "Uh, okay, but there was a woman," She pauses a moment, thinking. 
  "Cassandra. She was in the house and talked to us about somethings. She told 
  up about Metis." Her voice tone rises slightly at the end, making the last 
  line almost into a hopeful question.
Erik nods. "I know. She said you got very... angry."
Kasie ohs again, dropping her eyes from him for a moment. She's quiet, then 
  peeks up at him. "Yeah..." The single word is soft and drawn out as if she 
  was reluctant to admit even that.
Erik's voice is very gentle. "What did she say, and why did you get angry?"
Kasie shrugs a little, her shoulders staying up at the end of the motion. She 
  drops her eyes to watch her foot as she moves it to scrape the ground a 
  little. "Wasn't jus-really her."
Erik watches the cub with shadowed eyes. "Tell me, then, what she said, okay?" 
  Coaxing now, gently.
Kasie keeps her eyes on her foot as it moves. "Well she was just telling up 
  about them, " her voice drops a little, "That it wasn't their fault and they 
  got blamed because their parents broke some law..." Her voice trails off 
  again.
"The first law of the Litany," says Erik quietly. "'Garou shall not mate with 
  Garou.'" He repeats the law in the Garou tongue, reverently, and then asks, 
  "Why do you think this is, Kasie? Why such a law?" His voice remains gentle 
  over a delicate subject.
Kasie listens, then leans in closer as he says it again in Garou. Sitting back 
  up, she raises a hand to tuck her bangs behind one ear. "Uh, because then 
  there might be too many?" Her tone holds no confidence in her answer.
Erik is silent a moment. Then: "Kasie, will you close your eyes for a moment?"
Kasie's eyes meet his shadowed ones. Her lips press together and she sits 
  very, very still. At last she opens her mouth, seemingly about to speak, but 
  finally just closes it without saying anything. She closes her eyes.
Erik wordlessly removes his hat and then - after a small hesitation - the 
  mask. Holding both in his lap and fixing his eyes downward, he says, 
  quietly. "Open them, now."
Kasie opens them as he bids her to. She flinches back, making a small sound of 
  surprise as she does so. She looks down, then slowly, so slowly, she raises 
  her eyes back up to his face. She meets his eyes. Though she tries to keep 
  her face blank, she's pretty bad at it. Sympathy is easiest to read, though 
  a mix of what might be anger and protectiveness can also be seen. "You 
  didn't have to show me," she says in an apologetic whisper.
Erik's expression is tight, malformed lips twisted into a faint grimace as 
  long fingers twist the white cloth mask. "You needed to see," he says 
  quietly. "To understand. I know you think very... highly of me, Kasie, but 
  all Metis are flawed, and not just in ways that can be seen."
Kasie keeps her eyes only on his. "So?"
Drew comes through the woods, head down, hands stuffed into her pockets, 
  scuffing the leaves somewhat with her feet. She completely misses the two 
  further into the woods.
Erik startles at the sound of footsteps and quickly replaces the mask.
Kasie starts, more from Erik's quick movement than from any noise Drew might 
  make.
Drew is whistling somewhat tunelessly as she heads for the faint sound of the 
  creek.
Erik rises quietly and beckons to Kasie, leading her deeper into the woods, to 
  a more sheltered clearing.

You walk through the woods and enter the clearing beside the stream.
Sheltered Clearing(#3331RJ)
        This clearing is small, sheltered, and easy to miss. Two holly trees, 
  one with berries, mark the opening you came through. To the west, the small 
  creek curves around from the north and cuts through the edge of the 
  clearing, and there are several low, flat stones placed by its side. Wild 
  roses bushes grow bramble-like between the trees making most directions 
  impassable, a few rosehips visible among the leaves and thorns. Plants grow 
  in wild profusion around the perimeter of the clearing, green and lush, 
  blooming with the delicate precision of wild flowers which prefer survival 
  to ornament. Nestled in amidst the undergrowth to the southeast is a small 
  white canvas tent on a wooden frame that looks like something out of the 
  middle ages, and there is a small pit, lined with rocks, at the center of 
  the clearing. The faint ghost of a path traces a loose double spiral from 
  the holly trees, in toward the center, and out again to the tent, although 
  the entire clearing could be crossed directly in three strides.
        Dylan's scent is clear everywhere in the clearing, and particularly 
  clings to the canvas of the tent.

Kasie settles back down and asks again. "So?" The question is firm, quite 
  unlike her normal tone.
Erik replaces his hat as well and sits down, regaining his composure. He turns 
  to the cub, puzzled. "What exactly are you asking?"
Kasie shrugs once, the movement almost angry. Once his mask is back in place 
  she looks away. "I don't understand." The simple statement has many 
  inflections.
Erik exhales a quiet sigh, gathering his thoughts. "When a Garou mates with 
  another Garou instead of a human or a wolf, it's like... well, like mating 
  with your brother or sister. Only in our case, the child is /always/ 
  deformed and always sterile. Hence the nickname 'mule'." He pauses to see 
  how she absorbs this.
Kasie shakes her head and waves a hand dismissively. She shifts positions so 
  she can hug her knees close to her chest. She sits there, not really looking 
  at him, her arms wrapped around her legs. "Not your fault, though." Though 
  she whispers, the tone holds a sense of her anger to it all, to the 
  perceived unfairness of the world as a whole.
Erik rubs at the back of his neck, under the mask. "Of course it's not," he 
  replies. "But, in a very definite way, it is."
Kasie sits up a little straighter, lower half of her face coming into sight 
  above her knees. "How?" She asks, almost accusingly.
Erik spreads gloved hands. "When we die, our spirits do not simply vanish, and 
  sometimes, they are returned to this, the 'real' world. Reincarnation, if 
  you will." His hands drop. "Some of us can even hear the ghosts of our 
  ancestors and our pasts." He pauses, then expells a breath. "I'm not 
  explaining this very well."
Kasie's face clouds over with confusion. She shakes her head, all traces of 
  harshness falling away from her tone. "What do ghosts have to do with how 
  people treat you?"
Erik steeples his fingers. "Garou sometimes get reborn, as I said, into real 
  bodies, not just as voices and spirits. And their conduct in the previous 
  life will... determine in what sort of life they will be born back into. 
  High, or low." At the last word, he gestures to himself.
Kasie starts to nod her head, the movement firm and decisive. "Right, what 
  /you/ do," She pauses and blinks, then looks questioningly to him. "Wait. 
  You're not saying that your parents' spirits are in you? That it's okay to 
  treat /you/ bad to somehow punish them?"
Erik shakes his head. "My parents - my mother at least - have already paid. 
  She with her life." He lets that hang for a moment before going on. "I mean 
  further back. Thousands of years, perhaps, or just hundreds." He sighs. 
  "What you see of me, Kasie, of who I am, is a result of our tribe's 
  knowledge that Metis are flawed internally as well as externally. Weaker. 
  More easily... turned. And thus we endure trials, because that is as it 
  should be." He pauses again. "We are still Garou, of course. But not as 
  other Garou, and not as /good/ as other Garou. Do you understand?"
Kasie offers him a soft 'sorry' during his pause after telling of his mother, 
  then she falls quiet again, listening. She remains quiet after he's done, 
  her eyes open but gaze seemed to be turned inward. Finally she just looks 
  looks to him and says "No. You're saying the same thing you did before. It's 
  not your fault." Instead of firmness, this time her voice holds a note of 
  pleading. "You didn't do anything wrong," she insists.
"You don't know that." Rising suddenly, Erik steps backwards, wrapping his 
  arms across his chest. "Kasie, forgive me, but you need to understand this. 
  It's less to do with what I've done than what I /would/ do. Would you trust 
  a chain to hold you safe if you knew one of the links was nearly rusted 
  through?"
Kasie lowers her chin to her knees, making her seem smaller, less of a threat 
  (as if she had been one before). She counters in her usual soft voice, 
  "Would you trust your own eyes to check the chain for rust, or would you 
  just accept the words of someone else." Kasie meets his eyes as she finishes 
  and holds his gaze, her look most unlike that of your usual 15 year old.
Erik only meets her eyes for a brief moment before looking away. Very quietly, 
  he sighs. "Then use your eyes well, Kasie, and keep them open. And remember 
  the first law. Even if there are no children, mating with another Garou is a 
  crime."
Kasie watches him a moment longer, appearing to think on his words. She nods, 
  then bounces up and to her feet. Walking towards him, she says, "Okay 
  Erik..." She takes another step, smile starting to grow on her face. 
  "...rhya" she adds, glancing out of the corner of her eye at him to gauge 
  the effect.
Erik murmurs, "You would have made a wonderful Ragabash, Kasie." But he's 
  relented, giving up trying to convince the girl that he's scum. A job for a 
  Fianna greater than him, maybe. "There are other laws, of course, but we can 
  leave those for another time, if you like."
Kasie nods as she closes the distance between them. She stops, looking up at 
  him. "So did I use it right? 'Rhya'? I heard a few other people using it, 
  it's like 'sir'? When someone's older than you?"
Erik slips his hands into his coat pockets. "It's a suffix for someone of 
  greater station, yes. But it's also quite... formal. For equals, you use 
  -yuf. It's not necessary all the time, though."
Kasie nods, still smiling. She glances back towards the barn and asks in a 
  voice that attempts to be casual, "Someone asked me who my teacher was. I, 
  uh, said you." She glances back at him, a hint of worry in her eyes, "That 
  was okay, right? He was mad and I didn't know who else to say."
Erik tilts his head. "No... you were right. I am your teacher, it seems." He 
  shifts his weight from one foot to the other. "Who was mad?"
Kasie smiles at the confirmation, then gives her head a little shake. "Don't 
  know. I told him who I was, but he didn't tell me his name."
Erik hrms. "What did he look like?"
Kasie answers, giving a general description of Alexander.
Erik nods slowly. "He's a Shadow Lord, if that's who I think it is." His voice 
  suggests a frown, though not at Kasie. He straightens a bit. "Just remember, 
  Kasie, that you're a Fianna cub. You're part of our... our pack, or family. 
  You need to respect your elders no matter what their tribe, but, erm. Don't 
  listen too closely to what the Shadow Lords say. And they shouldn't be 
  harassing you."
Kasie nods, the movement somewhat unsure. "But was he right? He said I 
  couldn't leave the barn if I wanted to be a wolf for a while?" She makes a 
  little face at that, "I just wanted to play in the woods for a bit..."
Erik shakes his head. "It's better to be human around the farmhouse. /Inside/ 
  the barn is okay, but when you head for the woods, be a human until you're 
  within the trees."
Kasie nods, smile returning. "Okay, I'll remember that!"